xanga...oh xanga....

like corey and tapenga...

is just a memory that i'll look back upon.

i'll visit it now and then...

i just gotta move on

and keep singing that song.

xanga oh xanga...

no more corey and tapenga.

-me

hmmm....

its funny b/c i dont go on this shit...i kinda moved on...you know...to myspace and all....and well...kinda like drama...i moved on from that shit. its funny...b/c all the drama that's ever happened while i was here...i just brushed it off. it doesnt phase me anymore...b/c all i know is...im grown dude. seriously. sooooo...that's all i gotta say and to anyone else who keeps playin these child games...grow up.

-love....

me!

[eight-forty-eight pm]
((Currently:  chillen at corner pocket))

yeh, so im just chillen here...let me update cuz i havent in a while...

My baby left on the 5th of August...his basic training starts on the 23rd of this month...he graduates Oct. 7th--goes into Tech school by the 10th....hopefully we can see each other Christmas ...but yeh...hopefully our plans for 2006 dont change...=) Damn...i am really happy right now...and even though hes in florida, we still talk everyday, its like he never left. he got me a camera fone, so that we could keep in touch...man, i really miss him so much. life's been really good to me...scratch that...God has.

sigh...so much hate around here, even for people who left...i mean...seriously, i found out some shit last nite about this chick who i THOUGHT was a friend of mine...but really all along, she was the one talkin shit. sigh...seriously, all this world needs is love...im not even gonna say anything to her, b/c i took CARE of her ass when she needed to be taken care of...and to find out, that she was the one puttin out my business...making ME look bad...oh hell no. i aint even gonna deal w/that. i know who my true friends are now. I just aint even gonna say shit to her. She knows who she is...and let me tell you chick...dont be fuckin any of your other friends over, b/c girl, in the end, its karma thats gonna eat you up. DAMN...seriously though...that shit pissed me off...and the shit she's done to fuck up my relationship w/Drin. FUCK. just...dont speak to me...ever again...I was there for you...never said ONE word about ur ass...when all along you were sayin shit about me. even in the beginning...damn...like i said...KARMA.

well, thats all for now. imma bounce like a 40 oz. and shake like the #8. Shout out to my homegirl Jenn 'n' my boo Drin. Love yah girl, and I love you baby.

-cami 

[ten: fifty-six am]
((currently:  .....))

Baby leaves tomorrow...i couldnt believe it when he told me that he had to leave sooner. what i thought was goin to be 6 more days...ended being...one more day.....

tonite's our last nite together till i see him half a year from now...

I love you Aldrin.

-cami

[eleven: oh-one pm]
((currently:: tired))

worked from 9.30-5.30 pm today...dude...i was sooo friggin tired...lol. but hey, at least it aint at 6 in the morning right? work went by slow...drin came by my work, and stayed for a while. lol. =) haha...he could have worn my vest if he wanted to...but it'd say michelle...and yeh...even though we act in similar ways, we dont look alike. =) tomorrow i go to yokohoma ((hopefully)) w/ms. genevieve and some sailors...for the yokohoma port fireworks at north pier...i guess its a base or something. but yeh...=) drin and his sister and cj might go, so i just might see them there. lol. but yeh, not many people signed up so i dunno yet if we're still gonna go. that would suck to get my hopes up and then we dont. but i think that would be fun.

wow...in an hour it'll be 12 am...which means drin has 10 days...altogether...but 9 not countin the day he leaves to cali. anyone whose anyway whoever reads this already knows how much im goin to miss him...i seriously...am...I love him so friggin much and i just know that he's the one.

awww thank you so much baby for the bracelets and the necklace. =) ill find our initials to put on the necklace. =) they're so cute!

welps...imma bout to bounce outta here.

-cami